When I studied in undergraduate school - I was once an assistant. A someone who helps the lecture to order the practical tasks. And I ever being hated by the students, because of the condition. Actually I'm not kind of person that want to make somebody fall down. I'm just doing the regulation. Then the students that I assisted look it as a threat. But I do not care. Though I hate to be hated. Honestly, I'm pacifist (not Atlantic, even Antarctic :P).
Now I'm an assistant again, for the subject that I'm not fully interested. Then the situation force me to be an assistant. Haha,, I'm just laugh. Then the students that I assisted saw me as an assistant, not as a friend.
Few days ago, I met the students that I assisted:
"How dare you don't know that the lecture is not in the campus? Do you know we have a lot of tasks? Lots of to-do-list?"
I just turned and smiled, "oh, I'm so sorry. Even I did't get any message replied from him, pals."
To deal with that condition, to win my mind, all I have to do is just thinking positively. That being an assistant is: you are going to be hated, appreciated, even meaningless. So, keep calm and enjoy the life.. :D
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